Okay it has taken me a little while to update. Well actually a damn long time!

A few weeks ago Matt, Tom, Fernie and I saw the Foo Fighters at the entertainment centre. Again it was very damn awesome but I guess the highlight would have to be meeting Nate the bass player attheir hotel bar.

I've decided to start blog 100121228273. Going back to the good old live journal. got bored of my other blog. Two days ago (Thursday the 7th of dec) Chris died...

Elle told me to come down to the beach. I was busy and was like "why has something happened?" and she just replied "just come down." So i knew then. 

When I first started hanging out with the "blackwood kids" i felt really intimidated and none of them really even talked to me except for jo (d), elle and chris. chris was always so welcoming and warm. they are the first memories i have of chris and they are happy ones. i don't have a bad memory of him. he was always so kind and caring when he didn't have to be. i will never forget him. i know its stupid but i bought a necklace today so that i will never forget him. 

i think everyone is so amazing how they are handling this, i am trying to stop crying in public but my heart breaks for him. 

love you always and forever.

god i am so so stressed atm.

don't you hate it when u diassapoint ppl.

my dad was gonna pay my hecs as a present this yr but i went to pay it today and you had to pay it beofre the 10th of march. before the fucking census date which makes no sense and we got NO information saying this.

now he is sooooooooooo fucking angry at me. worst friday the 13th ever

sowing season - brand new

I was losing all my friends
Was losing some to drinking and some to driving
I was losing all my friends
And didn't want them back

I am on the mend
And at least now I can say that I am trying
And I hope you will forget
The things that I still lack

Is it in you now,
To bear to hear the truth that you have spoken
Twisted up by knaves
To make a trap for fools?

Is it in you now,
To watch the things you gave your life to, broken?
And then stoop and build them up
With worn out tools?

Yeah

Nothing gets so bad
That a whisper from your father couldn't fix it
He whispers like a bridge
It’s a river spanned

Take all that you have
And turn it into something you would miss if
Somebody threw that brick
That shattered all your plans

Yeah

No time to get the seeds into the cold ground
It takes some time to grow anything.
Before it's all coming to an end

Before you put my body in the cold ground
Take some time and warm it with your hands
Before it's coming to an end

Do you miss the blend
Of color she left in your black and white field?
Do you feel condemned
Just for being there?

I am not your friend, your lover, or your family, yeah

For the lovely elle's birthday we went to spatz for yummy food and great company. Here r some photos from the night.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLE

urgh- i wish my blog looked like sian's. I love how hers looks dammit.

i worked @ 6.30 today which involved getting up @ 5.25. So gross. Now I am sleepy. Sam came and got me which was good cause i doubt i would be able to drive without falling asleep.

I feel a bit crappy but generally better atm.

Tomorrow I have to hand in an assignment @ 10 and do an oral @ 12. Both r about %80 done at the moment but i'm too tired to finish them. crappppp

last night sam and i saw meet the robertsons in 3D. The story was okay but the 3D rocked my socks.

U know what is the best board game???

SETTLERS it totally kicks arse and is much fun

today @ uni we saw a scene from video droom james woods had a vagina in his chest which he beated off to with a gun